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 tomarebea, 34 anni spritzino di Padova/Stoccolma/Zaragoza/Helsinki CHE FACCIO? Arcada University of Applied Sciences Sono single [ SONO OFFLINE ] [ PROFILONE ] [ SCRIVIMI ]  STO LEGGENDO Leggo le notizie in internet... navigo HO VISTO Ho visto quanto e contenta la gente il lunedi mattina presto in metropolitana e ho visto cose che vabbe... STO ASCOLTANDO Ultimamente nel mio PDA ho Lacuna Coil, Freak Kitchen e Warcry ABBIGLIAMENTO del GIORNO asciugatura da doccia. ORA VORREI TANTO... vorrei essere milionario STO STUDIANDO... Inglese e spagnolo finche non mi laureo. OGGI IL MIO UMORE E'... OK! ORA VORREI TANTO... ORA VORREI TANTO... ORA VORREI TANTO... PARANOIE Nessuna scelta effettuata MERAVIGLIE 1) Sentire che per qualcuno tu conti davvero BLOG che SEGUO: BOOKMARKS Album foto personali (da Fotografia / Corsi Online ) Dekadance (da PC e Internet / Acquisti ) Decadence (da Musica / Cantanti e Musicisti ) D-Lei (da Musica / Cantanti e Musicisti ) Unplay (da Musica / Cantanti e Musicisti ) Abused (da Musica / Cantanti e Musicisti ) comunita virtuale (da PC e Internet / Software ) UTENTI ONLINE: |
Monday, October 29, 2007 - ore 23:47 uff it’s kind of strange not to have a diary to write in. I mean. Now I have years of records in helgon, if I download them and print them I can almost make a book of a different thoughts. Today’s thought is still sick. Yes coz instead of dreaming of all what could happen in my life (and ok, it doesn’t happen) I’m still stuck in that player. There was "the crow" on tv, in spanish of course. eheh. Well they kill a lot of people in that movie and I thought "what’s the big deal in dying?". Why people are afraid? Is it the pain? I dont think so, it’s so popular to feel pain nowadays in the sick bored brain of the new generations... pain is cool in the new world so why would it be an obstacle? Of course my thought was detoured. What would she do if she were on a wheel chair from a day to another? Would I be sad bcoz of that? My answer is NO. I wouldn’t. Not because I hate her coz unfortunately I’m not a very good hater but because it wouldn’t change a single thing. For me in first place. I mean if I had anything to do with her of course. For her... neither. Coz all what she does would be the same. She uses legs only to spread them when some new guy comes. She doesn’t enjoy life at all. No hobbies for the body or for the brain. She only use her legs to go to work and back, and of course to hook guys just before the action. Smoking and spending her life in a subzero level of entertainment is the plan. Nothing must be deeper then the smile caused by a funny face, otherwise it wouldn’t be understood. Total refuse to learn anything new or upgrade the level of that spoiled 14 years old who lived away from the dangerous real life, so away to start a search with no direction, to find answers that she’s can’t be able to translate coz everything she was taught was that being a cold bitch she can get what she wants and giving it away she’ll get people attention and "love". In that way she can pretend to be a normal person and with a big effort even be proud of herself, ignoring the beloved ignorance that keeps her down in the world of limited unsensitive people, but still able to use that lack to manage those people who have it, together with the hope and illusion to have in front of them a human being. But I guess I was the only one like that... definately. If she found a lot of people taking advantage of her being so narrowminded it doesn’t mean that this is the way it has to be. I gotta be cinic, somebody help me become cinic, not becoz I really want to be cinic, but bcoz it’s not right like this. Good people die, suffers, get all the shit and can’t do anything. Assholes are always the winner. It doesn’t matter if you change your point of view to see the good side... well ok, that’s the shrink point of view for me, but I would lie if I say I really believe it. I believe we can trick our minds but I also say it’s not so easy with myself. COMMENTA (0 commenti presenti) PERMALINK |
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